This work has 2 explanations. A lighter one and a darker one. Since you are reading this post, I will give you both versions!
The first is that I am not the same today as I was yesterday or will be tomorrow. 20 or 50 years from now, who will remember this portrait and where will it be? everything is ephemeral...This is why I depicted myself painting in white over my own self-portrait, erasing it in a way. The "darker" explanation is that I haven't had the chance to have